Rabu, 21 Maret 2012

Instagram

Konbanwa, fellas! (:
Click this button to follow my Instagram,


Thanks before <3
Larz

Kamis, 15 Maret 2012

A Donkey

As you know, Donkey is the dumbest animal in the jungle. But however, a donkey never fall in the same hole more than 2 times.
If now i've been falling in the same hole more than 4 times, it means that i'm more more more more stupid than the donkeys.
You. You make me fall in the same hole more than 4 times. Easy come, easy go~
I don't even know why I always forgive you when you come then fall into this hole again.




This hole is you and your love, and everything about you.

A few days ago, I was trying to climb and almost get out from this hole, but then you came again.
You came and said everything that we did in the past, then asked me "would you like to have a long distance relationship with me again?"
Then suddenly I slipped, fall into the bottom of the hole again. yeah do u know that i was closer with the top of the hole?

You said you would never leave me again. But then, what i scared the most is happened. You were being nice to me in a day, then the next day you went away.
I don't know whether it's because you're so busy right now or because you just want to break this heart again--"
I gave you more than 4 chances, how silly :|
I'll be trying to understand if you're really busy, d.


Your mario bros,
Larz

A Broken Glass

"A broken glass is hard to be a perfect glass again"


Gelas yang udah pecah emang susah buat disatuin lagi. Kalaupun mau kita lem, bekasnya pun masih ada, gak akan bisa sempurna kaya waktu kita beli dulu.
Sama kaya hati, sekali dibohongin ya jadi susah percayanya lagi, apalagi kalau udah berkali-berkali dibohongin, tambah lebih susah lagi. Ibaratnya kaya gelas udah dilem eh dibanting lagi, dilem terus dibanting lagi, gitu terus. Makin lama kan makin parah bekasnya, makin susah buat jadi sempurna lagi, apalagi kalau ada serpihan-serpihan kecil yang hilang.
Mau dibanting sampai berapa kali lagi gelasnya? Mau gelasnya jadi hancur sisa serpihan kecil sampai gak bisa disatuin lagi? Kok jahat banget sih. Walaupun masih banyak gelas yang lain yang bisa dipakai, tapi gak sampai segitunya juga kan memperlakukan gelas yang udah pecah tadi?

Ada banyak pilihan emang yang bisa dipilih;
  • Berkali-kali mecahin gelas itu lagi, tanpa berubah jadi lebih bertanggung jawab.
  • Gelasnya di diemin aja, biarin dulu gelas itu kaya gitu sampai suatu saat nanti kalau yang megang udah bisa tanggung jawab gak bakal mecahin lagi baru dipakai lagi.
  • Gelas yang udah pecah itu langsung dibuang dan langsung ganti gelas yang baru.
Manusia memang cuma bisa berencana, gak bisa menentukan takdir. Tapi manusia hebat adalah manusia yang bisa belajar dari kesalahan di masa lalunya.


さようなら (Sayounara!),
Larz

Rabu, 14 Maret 2012

13march

Welcome back, Vampire~

Heran? Kaget? Bingung?
Aku juga kok.
Allah selalu punya rencana tersendiri yang gak pernah kita tau apa maksudnya, jalani saja apa yang ada 8-)

Kok aneh ya?
Aku juga gak ngerti. Semuanya terjadi gitu aja kemarin.
Masih ngerasa di dnuia khayalan haha but this is true! :9


Ohayou,
Larz

Senin, 12 Maret 2012

Him

I'm still standing here, stuck with those memories.
You may not remember those anymore, but have you ever miss me like i miss you?
Sometimes I wonder, how could you forget all of those? and why i can't do the same thing?
We were falling in love, we were doing the same thing, right? But then slowly that feeling was disappear from your heart while I'm still have the same feeling.
Can we do the same thing again? In this time, i'm not asking you to have that feeling again, no. I'm just asking myself to make this feeling disappear, cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
Watching you with other gurls from the distance, crying when those memories remind me of you, and stalking your twitter,your bbm update,your facebook,and etc.

♫I'm the girl who can't be moved

Sometimes you just appear in my life like nothing happens. You said 'Hai', then told me that you've read my blog or you missed me. But then after that you will never appear for next 2months,3months,4months, or a year. Don't you think that it hurts?
Maybe you just want to show me something or maybe at that time suddenly you were thinking of me. But idk, all i know is 'you are still unpredictable'.

Sometimes i regret it all. No, I never regret that i have been falling in love you. Cause have a crush on you is one of the best experience that i have. What i regret is about my attitude. I know i was doing a bad bad bad thing, and maybe this is what people called 'Karma'.

♫you'll call it fate,
i'll call it karma

A few days ago, you wrote something about me on your bbm status, then I said 'watchout, youre girlfriend may angry with you', he said  'I have no girlfriend'
Me: 'Oh yeah? what about HER?'
Him: 'We broke up. It just took a day then I left her'
I really couldn't believe him at that time, cause i've been stalking his girlfriend twitter  and it shows me that 'they are still in a relationship'.
Must I believe you when you've broke all of your promises?No.
Don't you remember all of the promises that you broke?No.
But then I just said 'Oh.'
And since that day, you've been gone.

I wish I had missed
the first time that we kissed.
Cause you broke all your promises

Don't know what I have to write for the ending. Just enjoy this cheesy story, fellas.


Bonne nuit <3
Larz

Minggu, 11 Maret 2012