Him

I'm still standing here, stuck with those memories.
You may not remember those anymore, but have you ever miss me like i miss you?
Sometimes I wonder, how could you forget all of those? and why i can't do the same thing?
We were falling in love, we were doing the same thing, right? But then slowly that feeling was disappear from your heart while I'm still have the same feeling.
Can we do the same thing again? In this time, i'm not asking you to have that feeling again, no. I'm just asking myself to make this feeling disappear, cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
Watching you with other gurls from the distance, crying when those memories remind me of you, and stalking your twitter,your bbm update,your facebook,and etc.

♫I'm the girl who can't be moved♫

Sometimes you just appear in my life like nothing happens. You said 'Hai', then told me that you've read my blog or you missed me. But then after that you will never appear for next 2months,3months,4months, or a year. Don't you think that it hurts?
Maybe you just want to show me something or maybe at that time suddenly you were thinking of me. But idk, all i know is 'you are still unpredictable'.

Sometimes i regret it all. No, I never regret that i have been falling in love you. Cause have a crush on you is one of the best experience that i have. What i regret is about my attitude. I know i was doing a bad bad bad thing, and maybe this is what people called 'Karma'.

♫you'll call it fate,

i'll call it karma♫

A few days ago, you wrote something about me on your bbm status, then I said 'watchout, youre girlfriend may angry with you', he said  'I have no girlfriend'

Me: 'Oh yeah? what about HER?'

Him: 'We broke up. It just took a day then I left her'

I really couldn't believe him at that time, cause i've been stalking his girlfriend twitter  and it shows me that 'they are still in a relationship'.

Must I believe you when you've broke all of your promises?No.

Don't you remember all of the promises that you broke?No.

But then I just said 'Oh.'

And since that day, you've been gone.

♫I wish I had missed

the first time that we kissed.

Cause you broke all your promises♫

Don't know what I have to write for the ending. Just enjoy this cheesy story, fellas.


Bonne nuit <3
Larz